The Life That Is Mine

She is so tired. She is tired of the overwhelming sadness that can overtake her body in a single moment...she is tired of the insecurities that nag at her relentlessly...she is tired of being tired. She is tired of the questions...that can not be answered. She is tired of the problems...that can not be solved. Her mind and body feel depleted of the energy she once had...the happiness that once filled her. She is tired of fighting...tired of struggling...tired of hoping...she is so tired. She wants to want to beat it....but she is too tired. She does not want to give up...but she is so tired...so tired.